Wednesday, May 26, 2010
I'm here for you, no matter how many miles away I'll get you through. I know what it's like to feel alone. The silence, the pressure, it cuts straight to the bone. I want you to smile for me, I want you to realize that happiness is the key. You're too young to want to die, It's an incredible feeling to know you're alive. you've got so much potential in that beautiful head of yours. Darling, you're intelligence will open many doors. You've got a full life ahead of yourself. It's time to lay your sadness down on the shelf. The cuts on your arm will come to show, that you made it through, and you are a hero. The beauty you possess is brighter than the sun, In the end, you will smile because you know you have won.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
I gave you my all,
In which I got nothing in return.
I try to get myself together,
But wind up getting burned.
I gave you all my trust,
Something I learned quick I shouldn't do.
you forced me into believing,
That I couldn't live without you.
Now I realize all your lies.
How you told me you'd never say goodbye.
How you broke my heart again and again,
It was my fault too, letting my depression win.
We used to be the best of friends,
But I guess friendship always ends.
You'll always have a place in my heart.
right now I need to find a new place to start.
Start anew without you in my head.
'Causing me to restlessly toss and turn in bed.
you screwed with my emotions,
leaving me crying in pain,
& To think you were the only one,
Who kept me completely sane.
For awhile I thought you were everything I was looking for,
but in the end, I just wanted nothing more.
I'm sorry it has to be this way,
i'm doing this for me, It's a brand new day.
In which I got nothing in return.
I try to get myself together,
But wind up getting burned.
I gave you all my trust,
Something I learned quick I shouldn't do.
you forced me into believing,
That I couldn't live without you.
Now I realize all your lies.
How you told me you'd never say goodbye.
How you broke my heart again and again,
It was my fault too, letting my depression win.
We used to be the best of friends,
But I guess friendship always ends.
You'll always have a place in my heart.
right now I need to find a new place to start.
Start anew without you in my head.
'Causing me to restlessly toss and turn in bed.
you screwed with my emotions,
leaving me crying in pain,
& To think you were the only one,
Who kept me completely sane.
For awhile I thought you were everything I was looking for,
but in the end, I just wanted nothing more.
I'm sorry it has to be this way,
i'm doing this for me, It's a brand new day.
Saturday, May 1, 2010
I've hurt you too much to go on.
I promise i wont forget you when I'm gone.
You may me who I am today.
I also helped you out, along the way.
but now It's time to say good bye.
When I'm not here, please don't cry.
I love you a lot and I'll be in your dreams.
Remember everything is not as it seems.
We had our good times, sadly it couldn't last.
Everything we used to have, is now fading in the past.
I was the reason for your pain.
As I was sitting here, crying out in vain.
Now that it's all said and done,
I may have lost my life, but the battle has been won.
Don't wish for me to come back, on 11:11.
'cause Darling, I'll always be looking down at you from Heaven.
I promise i wont forget you when I'm gone.
You may me who I am today.
I also helped you out, along the way.
but now It's time to say good bye.
When I'm not here, please don't cry.
I love you a lot and I'll be in your dreams.
Remember everything is not as it seems.
We had our good times, sadly it couldn't last.
Everything we used to have, is now fading in the past.
I was the reason for your pain.
As I was sitting here, crying out in vain.
Now that it's all said and done,
I may have lost my life, but the battle has been won.
Don't wish for me to come back, on 11:11.
'cause Darling, I'll always be looking down at you from Heaven.
I don't know how to make you happy, I'm trying with all my might. you tell me to keep holding on, but my grip really isn't that tight. I'm sorry for hurting you so many times. I wish we could turn back the clocks, set our heads on rewind- But since we cant we'll have to deal with it, Knowing that this chaotic match has already been lit. You're pulling the guilt trip, and I don't know how to act. I know for fact the way I act causes the way you react. This gets out of hand, We both know it's true. But we keep crawling back with our " I cant live without you's " I love you to pieces, It's just we cant get it right. No matter how hard we try, We cant resist a fight. I'm not gonna lie, You're a big part of me. When I talk to you, I'm as free as I can be. I want us to be okay, Pull it together and just fake a smile. Because, Talking to you, makes all the fights worth while. You saved me from myself, and for that I thank you. I also thank you for making me stronger, too. I'm trying not to lose my balance, as I'm walking on this wire. 'Cause I know if I do, i'll be falling into fire. I want to live, I like being alive. But I know if I don't have you in my life I cant survive. We can pull through together, Just take my hand. & In the end, We'll be together. Facing the world as we stand.
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