You mean the world to me.

I love you more than anything,
Cant you see?
You're amazing.
& You mean everything to me.

Death,

I feel like it's the only answer.
The one thing that I'm sure of.
I'm longing for something I cant receive.
All I want is love.
For someone to know I exist.
And Tell me it's going to be okay.
But, instead of that.
All my friends are pushing me away.
I don't know what to feel.
I have no soul.
All I'm longing for,
Is someone to make me whole.
A friend I can turn too,
When I feel dead,
Some where that I can run to.
Some place to rest my head.

What do I do, Now that I've lost you.
I guess I did awhile ago, I'm just getting it through,
My veins traveling back to my heart where It began.
As a child I would run into the arms of a loving man,
Who taught me wrong from right,
Gave me light and sight,
And looking at you now, this light is too bright
You make it hard to say,
that we share the same DNA,
You're a horrible excuse of a father.
Why do I even bother.
You're nothing but a druggie, crack crack crack,
Hey Dad! If you haven't noticed, You're brain is wack wack wack.
Wake up and smell the real word, Listen to me yell!
Hey Daddy, did you hear? You're going straight to hell.

Untitled.

I feel like nothing matters.
Maybe it's just me.
I feel like I'm a nobody.
But, I'm being the best I can be.
I feel like giving up.
On everything that matters.
I'll just sit back and watch.
As my world falls down and shatters.
I'm never as happy as I used to be.
It's like, I've been ripped apart,
Like everything I used to care about,
Has been stolen from my heart.
I wish there was something I could do,
To fix this mess I'm in,
I feel like I'm sinking into depression;
but this time I wont let it win.
But what do I do if it does?
Will I break down and cry?
No, It's not going to happen.
Maybe possible just a tie.

Sometimes.

Sometimes I think back to how it used to be.
When everything was a simple as, 1.. 2.. 3.
When most things were make believe.
&_Being young. Careless, and free.
Then I grew up.
&-Now I see,
Sometimes it's better, to be just me.

I miss you.

Everyday I think back,
When I would spend every moment with you.
Then thing's changed.
Why? I don't have a clue.
You're mom started too hate me.
I don't know what I did.
She called me a bad influence,
Ha, She's just protecting her kid.
You're my best friend, though.
Tearing us apart is the wrong thing to do.
We did everything together.
It's not right without you.
You could make me laugh so hard.
We were foolish, and lame.
But your mom had to ruin it.
With her silent treatment game.
I'm determined to see you,
Whenever I can.
Maybe one day Peter Pan will kidnap us,
& Fly us out to Neverland.

Hello Father. What's your name again?

I'm gonna tell you a story,
I hope you enjoy it,
Odds are, You're not going too,
You'll probably just avoid it.

You forget us like were nothing,
You're tearing us apart.
You don't realize what you're doing.
& Frankly, it's not smart.

No one wants to see you.
You make us feel so worthless.
You keep bringing us down.
It's not even worth this.

Yet, I can never stay made at you.
Stupid, but true.
'cause come on, you're my father;
& I'll always love you.

So tell another lie,
You know I'll forget it.
Even though, it breaks me apart.
You know I wont admit it.

I'm too shy, to tell you what I feel.
Even though, You and I, both know,
What I feel, is real.

I miss you a lot,
& You just don't understand.
What It feels like to grow up,
Without your helping hand.

You forget my birthday;
& I take in all your lies.
I accept all your apologies.
To you, It's no surprise.

So Go buy some more drugs,
Because I know that's what you'll do.
And after Everything I just said.
I still continue to love you.