I hope you know I cared for you,
More than anyone else in my life.
I hope you know you got me through,
When nothing else felt right.
I hope you know you made me believe,
When I felt I was dead.
I just wish you wouldn't leave,
& that you didn't wreck my head.
I hope for the best,
While everything is tearing at the seams.
It's time to lay me down to rest,
Along with all my dreams.
I just want you to know,
You'll always have a place in my heart.
I don't know how else to show,
How much it hurt to fall apart.
You're too beautiful to cry,
I miss how close we used to be.
I'm sorry, but I'm saying goodbye.
You meant everything to me.

I'm here for you, no matter how many miles away I'll get you through. I know what it's like to feel alone. The silence, the pressure, it cuts straight to the bone. I want you to smile for me, I want you to realize that happiness is the key. You're too young to want to die, It's an incredible feeling to know you're alive. you've got so much potential in that beautiful head of yours. Darling, you're intelligence will open many doors. You've got a full life ahead of yourself. It's time to lay your sadness down on the shelf. The cuts on your arm will come to show, that you made it through, and you are a hero. The beauty you possess is brighter than the sun, In the end, you will smile because you know you have won.

I gave you my all,
In which I got nothing in return.
I try to get myself together,
But wind up getting burned.
I gave you all my trust,
Something I learned quick I shouldn't do.
you forced me into believing,
That I couldn't live without you.
Now I realize all your lies.
How you told me you'd never say goodbye.
How you broke my heart again and again,
It was my fault too, letting my depression win.
We used to be the best of friends,
But I guess friendship always ends.
You'll always have a place in my heart.
right now I need to find a new place to start.
Start anew without you in my head.
'Causing me to restlessly toss and turn in bed.
you screwed with my emotions,
leaving me crying in pain,
& To think you were the only one,
Who kept me completely sane.
For awhile I thought you were everything I was looking for,
but in the end, I just wanted nothing more.
I'm sorry it has to be this way,
i'm doing this for me, It's a brand new day.

I've hurt you too much to go on.
I promise i wont forget you when I'm gone.
You may me who I am today.
I also helped you out, along the way.
but now It's time to say good bye.
When I'm not here, please don't cry.
I love you a lot and I'll be in your dreams.
Remember everything is not as it seems.
We had our good times, sadly it couldn't last.
Everything we used to have, is now fading in the past.
I was the reason for your pain.
As I was sitting here, crying out in vain.
Now that it's all said and done,
I may have lost my life, but the battle has been won.
Don't wish for me to come back, on 11:11.
'cause Darling, I'll always be looking down at you from Heaven.

I don't know how to make you happy, I'm trying with all my might. you tell me to keep holding on, but my grip really isn't that tight. I'm sorry for hurting you so many times. I wish we could turn back the clocks, set our heads on rewind- But since we cant we'll have to deal with it, Knowing that this chaotic match has already been lit. You're pulling the guilt trip, and I don't know how to act. I know for fact the way I act causes the way you react. This gets out of hand, We both know it's true. But we keep crawling back with our " I cant live without you's " I love you to pieces, It's just we cant get it right. No matter how hard we try, We cant resist a fight. I'm not gonna lie, You're a big part of me. When I talk to you, I'm as free as I can be. I want us to be okay, Pull it together and just fake a smile. Because, Talking to you, makes all the fights worth while. You saved me from myself, and for that I thank you. I also thank you for making me stronger, too. I'm trying not to lose my balance, as I'm walking on this wire. 'Cause I know if I do, i'll be falling into fire. I want to live, I like being alive. But I know if I don't have you in my life I cant survive. We can pull through together, Just take my hand. & In the end, We'll be together. Facing the world as we stand.

That smile, that is so perfectly placed on your beautiful face, Makes me want to live my life at a slower pace. You're my world, even though we always fight. In the end, everything always turns out to be alright. You make me happy, you know it's true. I wouldn't be anywhere, If I hadn't met you. You're the sunshine on my cloudy days. When you talk to me, Everything is okay. I know I've hurt you, I know I've let you down. But if you give me another chance, I'll turn this all around. Your beauty, your grace, your smile. Comes to show I'd walk a thousand miles, just to know you'll stick around for awhile. I love you a lot, I'm begging you, to just give me one more shot.

My past is the past, and I live from it. you don't understand, how much I had to give for it. I lived with a druggie mom, and a deadbeat dad. Living with my siblings who were constantly sad. I never knew what was going on, When my mom was kidnapped and my dad was gone. I almost lost my mom that night, and until then- I've done nothing but fight. Fight for my right to survive in this place. For if it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be running this race, Our families overcome so much it's unreal. As a family we decided that we know how to feel. We're together, without the man who created us. Our dead beat dad, not with us? that's a plus. We're getting along just fine you know. Sometimes I wish You should just happen to show. Maybe say hi? Or even a goodbye, for I didn't hear shit, I just listened to you lie. I miss you, but it's come to show. I don't need you in my life, no more. this is the end, no more writing about you. Look how fucking good we're doing after all the shit you put us through? Just shows how lucky we really are. that we all didn't end up like you- sitting at the bar. Drinking your beers, and smoking your crack. Daddy did you know? your brain is fucking wack. you're destroying your life, before you even had a change to live with your family. Most people might agree, for I know now- you're nothing to me.